The Stereo, Sublime, The Ataris, Alkaline Trio, Boy Sets Fire, Alexisonfire, Between Home and Serenity, Arlington, Punchline, Rufio, Taking back sunday, Less Than Jake, Rancid, Further Seems Forever, Designated Driver, The Transfer, AFI, Jimmy Eat World, Avenged Sevenfold, Guttermouth, Death Cab for Cutie, Coheed and Cambria, Julianna Theory, MEST, Fall out boy, Dropkick Murphys, Dashboard Confessionals, Something Corporate, Suicide Machines, Across Five Aprils, Allister, Goldfinger, Yellowcard, At The Drive-In, Big City Dreams, Count The Stars, a still second, air tight alibi, born to lose, fire kill, a beautiful mistake, boys night out, senses fail, the still, heres to nothing, taking chase, rookie driver, soasin, letterkills, smile empty soul, Lucky Boys Confusion, Story of the Year, Kid dynomite, Face to Face, Funeral for a Friend, Get up Kids, Hopesfall, Matchbook Romance, Penywise, Operation Ivy, saves the day, Thrice....
im the biggest dork ever
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Friday, September 03, 2004
courtney and i have woman doctor appointments today...and that basicly is my day...
i hate to sound like a bitch but i dont like plans being told to me at the last minute...very last...
ill get over it
its just i wont be available til later now
ill get over it
hopefully school will fly by this year im not even interested in going to my commensments i just want to be done with everything.....im very anxious [ must learn to control anxiety ]
breath in deep and count to 10 when you feel like you're going to e x p l o d e
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must call personal therepist ... i need to learn how to control my stress/anxiety [ soon ]
life right now isnt even bad its good....im just being gay ::hits self in face:: STOP BEING GAY!
Posted at Friday, September 03, 2004 by ashezofparis
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Monday, August 23, 2004
ITS MONDAY!!!!!.....moday is significant because SCHOOL STARTS TOMARROW!.... and Rebecca Anne Blades (me!!!!!!!!!!) is a SENIOR!!!!!!!
WOOT
WOOOOOOOT
WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im pumped....ive been waiting for this for so long
cant believe its finaly here
YAY!
woot
ill post tomarrow....ADD is suckin*
Posted at Monday, August 23, 2004 by ashezofparis
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sometimes we ask ourselves;
what the hell was i thinking
what the hell....
but if we never learned from those things then we really would be in the gutter
If we never learn anything
we'll never know the good things on the other side
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Thirty miles outside Chicago
Kids know w.h.a.t.s. r.e.a.l.l.y. g.o.i.n.g. o.n.
Still this gravel highway m.a.k.e.s. a. s.t.a.t.e.m.e.n.t.
We're another town g.o.n.e. w.r.o.n.g.
Moving out and moving on
You used to look like me
Moving out and moving on, forever
And this autumn air r e m i n d s
How things all slowly___unwind
Changing times have been unkind to you
As these days they slip---away
We grown closer to our graves
Had the best time of my life, without you
Posted at Monday, August 23, 2004 by ashezofparis
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Sunday, August 22, 2004
schoooool starts in 2 days!!! the update on ym anxiety level is good.. thank God....
had chinese food this morning
regrets?
lots
stomac?
ouch
head?
obviously theres something wrong
mood?
subtle/optamistic for once
body?
clean clean clean
Pppppffffffff
Posted at Sunday, August 22, 2004 by ashezofparis
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today i get to learn how to drive a stick shift car.....ill write later if i live through this
Posted at Sunday, August 22, 2004 by ashezofparis
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